| Location | Stafford |
| Age | 1 month, 14 days |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 21/11/2002 |
| Date of Death | 04/01/2003 |
| Visitors | 1,603 since 02/09/2009 |
| Creator |
my beautiful son lewis was born a healthy baby boy weighed 7lb 11halfoz and was the most amazing
gift that i was blessed with he was just perfect i had 6wks and 2days with him b4 he fell asleep
forever taken from me by the silent killer we know as sids.. on the 4jauary 2003 my whole world was
shattered my heart broken beyond repair the qyestion why lewis,whyme,what did i do wrong,is it my
fault so many questions yet no answers.. my beautiful lil angel was the makin of me he turned my
life arond taught me how to love and what love was and the it was all taken in the blink of an eye i
miss him so much i think him all the time talk about him constantly and it was only this last 2years
i am admitting his gone foreve.. on the 4jan last year 08 i scattered his ashes i set him free in
the sea the most peacefull place in the world an now whever i am in the world he will always
sorruond me.. i have learned to love once moore his lil brother connor born 4days b4 lewis would
have turned 1 he knows all about his amazing big brother we talk about him often an i truly belive
connor has seen him .. he says the sweetest things that touch my heart like the day a butterfly
followed us home he told me it was lewis making sure were ok and the tmie he said that lewis had
made the mess in the bedroom but had gone back up to the stars because he heard me on the stairs...
lewis lives on in his lil brother i belive he was a gift from lewis an at 9weeks i started to bleed
got told i was loosing connor went back to be checked make sure that there was nothing still in womb
so wen i got told the baby was still there and alive i was amazed but sad to learn i had probebly
been carrying twins .... b4 lewis my life was out controll he was the making of me he did not brake
me like many thought would happen and for every second i had with him i now treasure those moments
my heart will never be compleate i love u so much lewis u were my bridge over troubbled water my
shooting star and how i am so proud that i am ur mummy i am an angel mummy an so very proud sweet
dreams my beautiful lil man im so so so so sorry i failed to protect u i hope u will forgive me wen
we meet once again in heaven fly high mummys shooting star across the midnight sky
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx the back ground music the fray reminds me of the day that we took my baby boy
on his final journey to the seaside to scatter his ashes this song was on aunty emmas cd and we must
played it a million times even have pic connor with pretend microphone singing to this in the car
XXXXXXXXXXXX also a big thankyou to his amazing aunty emma and aunty louise who never forget his
birthday or the day he became an angel who have always been there for me through thick and thin and
never deserted me in my hour of need they became his godmothers the moring he became an angel an
aunty louise was also my birth partner and saw my beautiful angel enter this world and the morning
he left to become an angel two amazing friends and to perfect angel godmothers thankyou for
everything xxxxxx
christmas is never the same
anoter year without u many tears have i cried but sill there are no answers to all my what if an why's, christmas is getting closer a time i once had u now christmas just makes me feel empty hurt sad an blue, i paint a smile on my face an join in with christmas cheer yet my heart is breaking just wishing u were still here xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx mummy misses u so so much babyboy xx
MUMMYS SHOOTING STAR
Twinkle twinkle my little star mummy knows just where u are ur up above this world so high, ur the twinkle in my eye ur my angel up above u taught me how to love, then after just 6 weeks 2days u were taken to heaven to play, twinkle twinkle my little star i really wish heaven was not so far, i need u back were u belong heavens had u for far to long XXXXXXXXX
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You will always be my perfect babyboy
i love ur smile its so clear in my mind with all the precious memories u left behind, ur tiny fingers an tiny toes ur bright blue eyes an button nose, the fact we hid u under the christmas tree an all the cuddles u had with me, now the memories fill my heart as we are now worlds apart, now in heavens playground u must stay oh why is heaven so far away xxxx
for my perfect prince
IF WISHES COULD COME TRUE THEN MY ONLY WISH WOULD BE FOR U, TO BE HERE ON EARTH AN NOT IN HEAVEN ABOVE, BECAUSE NO ONE CAN LOVE A CHILD BETTER THAN A MOTHERS LOVE, I HAVE NO FINAL ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS THAT I SEEK NO ANSWERS TO WHY YOU FELL FOREVER ASLEEP ♥ LEWIS 21/11/02-04/01/03 ♥
so lost babyboy i miss u xx
mummys finally managed to get on tried all day :-( im so lost swetheart mummy loves u an cant belive ur 7 its so unfair there is no reason why you are gone i have no answers to my whys connor asked why you went to heaven an i told him u just fell sleep what else can i say i have no answers ... mummy has seen a beautifull gold dummy that im going to bye u tomorro its beautiful just like u my precious gawjus prince one day i know ill see u again an when i do i promnise i will never let u gio again every second without u my heart aches but every second your away is 1 second closer to holding u again now pls be good an lay down ur lil head on ur big fluffy cloud an dont stay up late pls watch over connor while i sleep an pls pls come an see me an lie beside me xxxx love u forever an always xxxxx
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ GOODNIGHT BEAUTIFUL LIL MAN, SWEET DREAMS Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
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┊┊　　 ┊┊ ★☆ ★ And Have Sweet Dreams Until You Wake ♥
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Happy 7th Birthday Lewis
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Hello LiL Man, i hope u had a fab birthday yesterday? just wanted 2 say sorry my birthday wishes are late but my computer is playing up at the moment an it wont let me get on from one minute to the next but hopefully i will get it sorted soon... i bet u had a great time with all ur angel friends playing in those fluffy clouds :) have fun angel thinking of u always love lianne xxxxxxx
ON YOUR BIRTHDAY.......
WELL MY LITTLE RAY OF SUNSHINE I BET ALL THE ANGELS CAME TO PLAY
DANCING AND FLYING FROM CLOUD TO CLOUD ON YOUR BIRTHDAY
I HOPE THAT YOU HAD LOTS OF FUN NOW IT IS TIME TO SNUGGLE DOWN AND REST
KNOWING THAT YOU ARE HAD A BUSY DAY PLAYING WITH ALL THE BEST
I KNOW THAT YOU WILL HAVE ALL THE BALLONS THAT WE SENT TO YOU
THEY WERE NOT JUST FILLED WITH AIR THEY WERE FULL OF LOVE TOO
I DO NOT WANT YOU PEEPING OUT FROM YOUR FLUFFY CLOUD TONIGHT
EVEN THOUGH I WILL SEE YOU SHINING EVER SO BRIGHT.........
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 21/11/09
7 TODAY MUMMYS BIG BOY XX
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MUMMYS BIRTHDAYBOY
WELL BABYBOY HAVE FINALLY MANAGED GET ON HERE BUT CANT SEEM BE ABLE LEAVE U A GIFT WHICH IS NOT FAIR ON ALL THE DAYS TO MESS ME AROUND GTS DOES IT TODAY :-( MUMMY NEEDS U TO KNOW THAT I LOVE U SO SO SO SO MUCH FOREVER AN A DAY I HOPE U GOT ALL THE BALLONS THERE WAS LOADS BABYBOY AN HOPE U HEARD ME CONNOR BENJAMIN ALL SHOUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY AN THEN ME AN UR LIL BRO HAVE SANG U HAPPY BIRTHDAY AN LIGHT THE CANDLES ON THE CAKE CONNOR CHOSE U AN ANGEL LAYERED CAKE :-) HE SAYS HE MISSES U I KNOW U ARE WATCHING OVER US BOTH AN I HOPE U HAVE HAD A FANTASTIC DAY IN HEAVEN I HOPE U HAVENT BEEN A PIGGY AN EATTEN ALL THE CAKES AN PARTY FOOD I WAS SO PROUD THE DAY I GAVE BIRT TO U AN IM STILL AS PROUD TODAY AS WAS 7YRS AGO U ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHT S AN OUR MEMORIES ARE SEALED TIGHT IN MY HEART SLEEP WELL MUMMYS BEAUTIFUL ANGEL HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY I MISS U LOVE ALWAYS UR LITTTEL BROTHER CONNOR AN UR FOREVER BROKEN HEATRTED MUMMY XXXXXXX
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